Library Of Alex-andria

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2008-10-19T16:19:00.002+08:00

well here i am... at wallaby camp growl... think most who have come here before knows better than i do.

posting now on a public computer, the internet speed like very slow compared to my house. with other people looking at what i am typing.

i am ok, i am fine, except the weather here is quite cold. very cold. i can say its colder than taiwan.

ok i got to go... its been a week since i arrived here in australia. see ya all in 3 weeks time

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2008-10-02T00:16:00.002+08:00

yay holiday! holiday means off!

dear going out with someone else. so i am alone so i go out walk walk.

happy birthday to some of the people around me.

happy birthday to jonathan lee fangwei, the guy that slept beside me for the past one and a half year. all the best for him and his wife-to-be. God bless him.

happy 1 month old birthday to my iphone! one month old got scratch liao. sobx

dear i am going away soon. i will get you something to remember me on. muackz

thanks to evelyn for support. liverpool will win the title this year. goGOgo reds.

more events at home will be updated. like hk family drama hor? cool.

wtf

2008-09-20T23:21:00.004+08:00

that bitch just came home and started shooting her mouth off. wtf man. this evening is already not very nice and here she is, spoiling the night even more. haiz. so now i am going to do something different, a bit different ba.

bitch : i just cant click with anyone. people just seems to dislike me wherever i do and whatever i do.

me. : just go get rid of your fucking attitude. do you know that your attitude suck? you have caused that rotten girl to learn from you and have that kind of fuck up attitude? instead of keep thinking its other people's fault why not think about yourself? please for goodness sake do some reflection by yourself. if one or two have this kind of impression on you then it maybe something wrong with them. but if everywhere you go everyone is like that then something must be wrong with you isnt it?

bitch : my luck just suck. whatever (4D, toto, etc) i buy they just wont hit. i been buying for a long time already.

me. : just stop buying. you got the cheek to tell mr. breadwinner to stop smoking just to save money (not to save his life -> ie didnt tell mr. breadwinner smoking kills but instead telling him can use the cigarettes money to buy other things). then why cant you stop buying all those stupid things and putting the money into singapore pools' pocket? yeah your luck sucks thats why you ended up in this mess. stupidity can be saved with the little pink thing inside your skull. like saving all the money up somewhere (definitely not AIA/G) but then people can still choose not to use it. that kind of people are like incorrigible.

mr. breadwinner : dont care about her. you know what kind of person she is. just give her some money and shut her up.

me. : yeah i agree to the fullest extent. even mr. breadwinner says that about his partner. remember britney when she was sort of crazy? that bitch is something like that just that that bitch isnt famous. had to be restrained otherwise they will do all sorts of crazy things. in fact there was once she thought she was britney (no la) and shaved her head (really).

thats all i got to say. seriously after i earned my first paycheck and she started asking me for money i can sense her going crazy. if people ask me do i have a mum. i would think a while (of the old one, before she went crazy) and say no.

lastly i want to repeat this. i am a son of a bitch.

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2008-09-18T23:21:00.002+08:00

its a very slow week. tingxx and i spent our weekend on 3-day orchard shopping trip. its also my first time watching movie at cineleisure and my first time venturing into levels higher than lv6. i must say the movie wall-e is quite nice lo. hmmm didnt expect the movie to be like that lo.

was transferred to some other camp to do work there (keyou will know where it is.) yeah the job scope was quite chill there. finish the job scope or objective of that day then can knock off liao. yeah so work work work until forgot when is my basic theory test. its on this tuesday (16/9/2008) so i was absent on that day lo. haiz. wasted my money liao.

dont worry dear. you are so much better looking than the girl beside you. i will love you always. i will try my best to get you what you want. wait a while ok?

good luck to everyone who's working hard for their studies(chong how and gang, my friends from poly and my friends from NS). you guys rocks and hopefully you all will get what you all deserve.

updates!

2008-09-03T00:56:00.003+08:00

woo hoo long time no touch my blog le. really is very busy. now is 0056 and tomolo still got work. so dont waste time and lets start!

last friday..! very important you know. my boss taught me how to drive forklift. if i can take pictures i will definitely take. but is pasir laba a camp? yes it is a camp so you guys no need to knock it down. he taught me the different parts of a forklift and i started the forklift. he tells me to start driving but then i forgot something. i forgot to release the handbrake! i still thought i was driving a car in the arcade. arcade car games dont have handbrakes. hahaz. then after work i went to bought an IPHONE 3G! i been waiting for it for a long time ( like 1 year since it came out and 1 month for my pay.) that day was like the pay just got into my account before my boss gave me the pay slip for the month lo. so happy.

saturday. still got to work. haiz. after work its still early and my colleague gave me lessons how to drive a CAR! not a forklift( got clutch got gear got signal lights. forklift got clutch but dont know for what. gear also forward, neutral and reverse.) the car died twice because of me but then i smoothly got pass a right hand turn and a hump. so happy. all these happened inside a camp so i cant take pictures.

so many firsts of my life happened in this two days... and then i met ting for lunch before she went to work. both of us so tired that we slept on the bus and went to queensway then we took a bus back to jurong east. the food at the interchange was bad so dont (i said dont) dont even bother to try.

after that i went to comex. wanted to meet up with them but they are gone. the crowd was huge. i felt like it was christmas already with so many people of the dark side (they are really dark...) i got a moshi pouch and a anti glare screen protector for my beloved iphone.

sunday i went to comex with my friends again. they say will take some pictures of the chio bus for me but nothing happened. my friend bought a dj's headphone and i bought a good ( good la ) earphone from creative. i think i pissed the salesgirls off man. tried to be funny but think they are too tensed up and sick of customers like us liao. hahaz! so overall i spent like $900+ on my iphone liao. damn sick hor? hahaz

4 year anniversary just came and went. tingxx has no time for me... work everyday. haiz.

wallet

2008-08-26T22:18:00.003+08:00

feel like changing my wallet. its been a long time. dont know whether i should or not. sometimes happy and sometimes not with my wallet.

today went for another sakura trip. haiz... sick of sakura. never going to eat there again. especially for memorable occasions. waste money and repetitive food. go in from the top and come out from the bottom. nothing to remember about. mever going to go there again. haiz. the time and money can be better spent on something else. we aint got much time with one another.

OMG!

2008-08-10T01:06:00.002+08:00

haiz lost a lot of hair. should post some pics of the hair i dropped. 9 strands again today.

today went to play cards. then went to see my friend play WCG at suntec. wasnt expecting to see starhub roadshow again at suntec, not to say stunning 7/10 exhibition girls. tight outfits and high knee shiny boots. by the time we got there its already way past 7 and those girls are complaining about sore legs. cant blame them cause i think they have been standing there for hours. tingxx stands alot too and she is also human therefore she will also get tired de...

ok WCG. no more people le. think my friend also go home le. wasnt expecting to see exhibiton girls here but then we saw some 7.5-8/10 ones. same tight outfits and boots. we walk around and left. then we watched the fireworks. since when we become so patrotic? we didnt want to watch but then in the end we watched...

speaking of the exhibition girls... i read the newspaper and they showed off the singtel f1 racequeens. the ones i saw inside the suntec WCG hall are like much better than those in the newspaper. so maybe singtel should go hook them up?

went for supper but didnt eat anything. no appetite to eat. the area around suntec are so so so so so crowded. poor thing to all those who have to serve during this day which is supposed to be a public holiday. people still have to go outfield (i OT-ed everyday this week), serve as security... woah singapore birthday must make these people work OT without pay is it? its not like paying them a lot and like most of them are so unwilling lo (can see from all the marshallers). anyway happy 43rd birthday to singapore.

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2008-08-05T23:22:00.002+08:00

no time to blog.

last week got chalet. like a whole week burned. but nevertheless i went home on the saturday night. quite unforgettable i should say. but why? explainations are on a come-and-ask basis. special mentions to my buddy chee chuan who sent me home. i was his walking street directory and he be my driver. "all i need is the holy piece of paper."

sad thing is today i look at myself in the mirror and saw my scalp. scary. think i am going to lose my hair. haiz. i am dead.

once upon a time.

2008-07-26T22:20:00.002+08:00

ok before i start i got few things to say.

my first world of warcraft character, hoshino, hit level 70!!! so happy so much effort put in. i will continue to work hard to make her powerful.

yeah then back to the main point of the post. this is quite a happy post lo.

rewind to last year's singapore open. i played blink.dec to lousy results. then i played against other people. just then a stranger came up to me and asked whether i want to buy his nimbus maze for $5 so that he can buy one more future sight pack. quan sheng, my close buddy told me to take it but i didnt. then someone bought it. then he bought another future sight pack. inside is take possession which i took for $5 (!). then he bought another future sight pack. and he got the evil green creature. more evil than DR teeth psychatog. it is the tarmogoyf itself.

forward a bit to the last time i went to bishan with quan sheng.we agreed to buy a pack each for fun and entertainment. he was playing with magik, another friend of mine whom i bought a lot of japanese stuff from. i bought it (future sight) first and opened it in front of him. i asked him "hmm whats the most expensive card in future sight?" sort of like acting stupid and dont know the answer. those who know me well will know how i open packs lols.

and inside that fateful pack is the tarmogoyf itself

flash forward to today. quan sheng and i went to sim lim. i told him i made up my mind to keep the evil creature. from the time i got the tarmogoyf i been wavering whether i should sell it away or not. its too evil... i can really feel the evilness... dont believe can try shuffling it in my deck.

a bit forward to just now. i went to da2 pao1 for my dear. then i passed this shop which still have some future sight packs left. i bought 2 packs. i didnt open it straight away. after i put them into my bag i can feel my fingers tingling.

the rare of the first pack is some white futureshifted enchantment. the rare of the second pack is a green futureshifted creature with a casting cost of 1G.

OMG.

replies.

2008-07-14T23:19:00.008+08:00

haiz what a bad day.

i went to work this morning and saw a lot of girls(people) at the boonlay mrt station. i saw their shirts and they are going for NTU orientation. so sad. then i thought to myself what a loser i am. no money to study Uni and even if i had the money i also cant get into that Uni. haiz. that bothered me for the whole morning.

today got lesson whole day. damn i last night slept too late and gosh i havent attend a lecture for very long already then i fell asleep.i was tasked to video the whole thing down but then my body just wont listen to me and i slept for the most part of the lesson. i am in the front row somemore. /die.

just a bad day... :(

now for the replies i promised. the time now is 2323 and after this i am going to sleep. xue3 te4 i cant copy a single thing on your blog. minus point for your blog dear. see i have to type word by word.

Tagged by ttinggx

A)People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs

B)Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.

These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

C)Continue this game by sending it to other people (!)

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
what can i do? good luck to the next guy, look forward to the next girl.

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
all my dreams to come true :)

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
tong2 ju1

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
no. its just a game of choices.

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
feelings. must have feelings. people always say they are full of rou4 but then that is secondary. oh and i am a legist --> the legs equivalent of a boobist

#6 Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
when there is true love.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
don't wait. never wait. i made this mistake once and i will never make it again.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
if she is happy with the boy then all the best to them. if she is not happy with the boy then step in. dont wait. never ever wait. i made this mistake once and i will never make it again. got boyfriend can break. got husband can divorce. pregnant can abort, got baby still can give it away.®

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
myself. 想太多 by 李玖哲... nice song by the way

#10 Is being tagged fun?
no. i made this mistake once and i will never make it again.

#11 How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
get a degree, get some money, invest, start my own business, achieve financial freedom and retire young.

#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
my brother and my dear ttinggx.

#13 What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
rou4, hot-tempered, blur, dont know how to save money, keep spending and spending, used to be very cheerful and all smiley...but i like.

#14 Would you rather be rich and single or married and poor?
why get married when you are poor? just stay together and work out a plan to build a happy family. my parents made this mistake and i will not make the same mistake as them. always quarrelling over money during my precious weekend mornings. no amount of prayers will help them. i can only help myself and my brother.

#15 What's the first thing you do every morning?
open my eyes, tell myself good morning and today will be a good day (just like i tell my dear tomolo will be a good day).

#16 Would you give all in a relationship?
yes but dont give blindly. giving it all blindly is not love. normal relationship wont require you to give your all. you will need some to love yourself.

#17 If you fall in love with 2 person simultaneously, who would you choose?
follow your heart. there are no such thing as best of both worlds in this world. just choose one and dont regret.

#18 What types of friends do you like?
all, but then there are exceptions and its on a case to case basis.

#19 What types of friends do you dislike?
none, but then there are exceptions and its on a case to case basis. betray me and you will be in this bracket --> ( ).

#20 If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
love. no need to think. i have always chose love. my friends know it. i have never regret this choice i made, even if this is a mistake.

Here's the 8 people that i am going to tag..
i dont know yet. tagging is dangerous. i made this mistake once and i will never make it again.

its late le. explainations is on a come-and-ask basis. good nitez everyone.

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2008-07-10T23:57:00.002+08:00

i want to say something...

i miss my dearie dearie tingxx so much.

wow. 2 of the people i know are like frantically churning out webpages. looks like i should follow suit and change my blog drastically too. to wen jun...please go look at other people's blog cause they are great pools of knowledge.

its going to be bulk sales for all my cards. all of them gotta go.

my work has been piling le. big boss has asked me whether i can cope with extra work which is studying and doing something that i have never done before. i am going to try tackling and learning database again le. i learnt it in poly but then its like i returned most of it to my tutor le.

boss also offered me lots of things but then i am at a x-roads now and i dont know what to take. but after an evening of careful consideration i have made up my mind. that its still too early to make any committment. lols what a decision ya?

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2008-07-01T22:51:00.002+08:00

headache, must be me eating too much of instant noodles. no money yet. so i am going to keep it short.

this might going to be my last deck i am going to form. luckily the people whom i play with doesnt come visit this blog. i am trying to sell everything(!) away already.

dear chicken pox havent heal. miss her lots.

lastly... i just got my pay today. goGOgo!(hope doesnt infringe copyright issues)

first week of work.

2008-06-21T22:40:00.018+08:00

so i shouldnt say much about the first few days of work. its quite confidential i think. ok my job is a engineer (technically technician, cause my superior calls himself technical director...and my boss calls him chief technician. lols)

enough with work. lets get it on with some pictures. let the adventures begin

Read the small print on the top left hand corner. Alex and the _ _ _ _ _ factory

yay my second favorite chocolate! i <3 yan yan. yan yan is not a girl mind you..!

more! more!

oh you have noticed hello panda on the top isnt it? yeah its there also

more! more!

finally is my dear's favorite. also i think many others also like de. /drumroll...

in boxes of 6

and then after the trip to the warehouse sale, we went out to have lunch at somewhere near my grandma house. block 253 keathong. chia yam would know where. thats all. i hope next week will be better.

also i heard from a lot of sources that my pay is actually very little. either i will ask for more or i will look for another job. i will work hard.

1st day of work

2008-06-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

whenever you knock off from a weary day of work dont you want to just chill off and enjoy the evening before going home? is it a very hard thing to get? its a bit tiring and repetitive but then i think i will slowly get used to it. not a very good evening

wtf work?

2008-06-16T06:15:00.002+08:00

well the time now is like 6.14am. AM? and i am awake, posting this shit on my blog. i wonder is my next few years going to be like that.

theres a wake going on beside my house! i live on the first storey and they are making a lot of noise, especially the shuffling of mahjong tiles. and theres a christian cross flag hanging there. lols. do christians believe in this kind of thing called wake?

last night went to meet ting after like so long never meet her. quite a non-eventful < 1 hour. saw james when i had dinner at bukit batok central. then catherine and hongyou just walked past me when i was eating.

then i went home, did some static exercise and just slept.

tingx, your blog skin is full of ads. and the color scheme is the same ar... not much difference from your previous skin ar i been following your blog for a long time liao lo. overall its still ok la. seeing a new blog skin just makes me wanna change my blog skin but then like nothing interests me.

ord

2008-06-13T01:53:00.002+08:00

ord lo... now back to civilian life. almost like no holidays like that lo. i guess in singapore is like that de lo.

now ar. now is euro 08 half way lo and next week i am starting work. have to work hard and spend lesser le so that i can save up for university. today is cleanup day and i really got clean up my room, my computer stuff (arranged all the files neatly)...

that woman went back to the slots machine again. history does repeat itself. we should learn its lesson. she borrowed money from my brother again. poor little brother.

dear got too much wisdom that she got the infamous wisdom tooth le. dont be disheartened dear. japanese girls' de teeth also not very good but then they are still as cute.

remember people who still watch my blog, the future is always bright for those who open their eyes, and it'll be dark for those people who simply shuts their eyes and perhaps heart.

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2008-05-17T03:38:00.002+08:00

finished dental ffi today. another step closer to the legendary artifact. lols to all the people out there still hunting for the artifact, dont worry... it will drop soon. nitez every one.

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2008-05-02T15:16:00.001+08:00

haiz first day of my many off days i fell sick liao. so sad can. but i will try my best to recover.

quest!

2008-04-30T23:02:00.003+08:00

once upon a time there existed a pink artifact with such strong powers that enables a human being to perform certain stunts ordinary human of low levels are not capable of. and this strange looking artifact can only be obtained at level 15. some establishments would not allow entry to characters without this key item. it radiate such energies that male characters in servitude of their national masters have to surrender it to prevent themselves from awol-ing.

which brings me to this post. upon finishing the service to their masters they will be awarded the holy item back for their hard work and precious time. the quest is simple. just finish a compulsory service of 2 years+ to your national master and you will automatically get this artifact. heard that it grants the bearer to enter clubs, sex shops, marriage, some pool halls and purchase of certain goods out there. it also grants +999 to intelligence to its bearer due to the things it can make a person do to get it back. lols you can never imagine what kind of unspeakable things it can corrupt a being's soul to do.

anyone can guess what is this artifact? reward (meal of your choice) will be given to the first person who give the correct answer (full name answer... no abbreviations accepted). post answer as comment to this post.

p.s. hint hint...i am going to get it soon. i can smell it already. i want it so badly. clearing off already. so many that have to start clearing now and too many off days not enough days to clear.

NS life

2008-04-27T09:31:00.002+08:00

wooo going to book in tonight lo. haiz lots of things to think about since i am going to ord soon. have to think about life after ns liao. not easy too as its all about survivnig in the outside world, the society.

firstly its the money. no money no education. haiz. need a job fast man when i get out of NS. didnt realise that i will need a lot of money just to get by lo. dont want to depend on my parents after i come out. lols. sounds like i just came out of prison right? haiz.

dear is still having problems with balancing work and studies. no time to work, eat and sleep. haiz. hope she can adapt to it fast. hugs dear.

!@@@@@&^#%^$&#^* WOW

2008-04-24T22:10:00.003+08:00

wow another !@#@%!&@%$$ title post. spent some time to tidy up my room and also spent some time with my grand parents. they also came back from another place. i went to taiwan and they went to china. china...what a place. ssc mac would be so different without gers and guys from china. roflmao sorry no offense.

also dl-ed wow and trial-ed it. my friend psycho-ed me to play. actually i wanted to play it long ago when i was still in school and my friend got lobang to play for a period of time free but then last time the spec of my com cannot make it. but now... wooo hooo hooo...!

dear continue to be busy. i hope this is not a sign of things to come. ok i admit i graduated like 3-4 years ago from the same course from the same poly so maybe the curriculum changed or something so i dont know. but if you are tired then must rest more. must must rest.

subsequently there will be a module call project management and in that module one will learn that if unfinished work carries over to another day then the schedule will get disrupted and then one will find that time is always not enough. that is why in the real society people do OT (overtime). nevertheless one must always balance time properly and make good use of the time. rest is also very important.

while rest is important encouragement is also equally important. if something dont work dont lose heart. there will be another way.

you sent less than 10 sms today. happy 44th month anniversary. hope you see this and hope i counted correctly.

!@$#%#&@^&#^

2008-04-23T23:38:00.002+08:00

just came back from the second trip of overseas. taiwan is a place that no matter how many times we go we also never get tired of it. what a fun place! but still i got many people telling me that if they are offered a choice of returning early at the expense of the R&R they will gladly take it. sometimes i feel like them too. i just miss my dear so much

i landed on singapore this morning at about 2+ and reached home about 3+. only heard my dear's voice but havent seen her yet. so sad. she say she got work to do thats why she is staying up so late. poor dear. i dont remember i having to stay up so late in semester 1 rushing something if there's anything. so busy to the point that she has no time to rest, dont even talk about meeting me.

oh yeah you asked about what i bought for you right? nope i am not telling you. you will have to see it for yourself. i will not disappoint you like last year lo. for now just take it as a surprise ok?

most of my outside friends are either out in the society working or back in school studying. so there arent many people left to hang out with.a bit sad right? like for example tml i will be alone in the house.all the way from morning till maybe say evening? lolx i also dont know. haiz. so tml i will go out workout my body lo. too fat le ate too many nice foods from taiwan le. see ya guys.

oh yeah good luck to all the peeps back at school studying, may all of you pass everything with flying colors. but then come again all work and no play makes jack a dull boy, therefore please treasure your time with your friends and have lots of fun.

p.s. to ttiingg-xx's friends at school please take good care of her whoever you are and wherever she is. thanks a million. if there is anything i can do please let me know.

fly away

2008-03-07T07:03:00.002+08:00

by the time anyone sees this i will be in thailand already. haiz. but the good thing is after the two trips this year i will finish my to years of NS liao. see you guys!

...muackz

2008-02-25T01:12:00.005+08:00

so here it is. i went to today's extended tourney and boy i was excited. wenjun my buddy has been gracious enough to lend me some cards so that my deck has been 80% full power (good enough for the tourney as i have been playing decks in tourney with less than the required power level.) and so here we go.

round 1. so lucky or as i should say unlucky. mirror match. full power next level blue (NLU) cause i never see any bob. game 1 i put a turn 2 counterbalance with no sensei's divining top (SDT) back up. opp played explosives for 2 and i just flipped bob (heng). opp played another explosives for 2 again and i flipped counterspell (heng!!). bob got me SDT and soon jitte on bob won me game 1. game 2 was just jockeying for position. elephant got counterspell-ed. SDT got indrik stomphowler-ed. goyfs got explosives-ed. shackles got ancient grudge-d. it went on until time and i won 1-0.

round 2. rojak(means i dont know what is it.) opp failed deck check and lost g1. g2 he started first with fetchland and i stifle-d it. opp stalled on a land until he found a 2nd land to play goyf. at that point of time my hand was 2 counterspell, venser, cryptic command and shackles. i shackled goyf and beat him. i saw life from the loam and mogg fanatic. i dont know what is he playing.

round 3. mono red burn with shard volley and flames of the blood hand. eventually made top 8. this is damn fast. no top no counterbalance for me. GG.

round 4. TEPS. game 1 turn 1 SDT turn 2 counterbalance. stifle-d a lotus bloom. opp tried to go off with rite of flame but i put SDT on top and counter-ed almost everything. eventually go off for 4. chromatic star x2, infernal tutor, seething song. game 2 he go off turn 4 with me stifle-ing his lotus bloom. g3 is the !@$#$^!!!!!!!!^ part. trinket mage 1 for SDT. opp go off setting up not tendrils but empty the warrens for 9. trinket mage 2 for..... i sided out the explosives. WTF.

round 5. rojak. but i see trinket mage, pithing needle, spellstutter sprite, counterspell. opp failed deck check again. 1-0. g2 he beat me with spellstutter sprite and other cards. God i hate that card. counterspell back up and it was g3. g3 is the !@%#$@$&%#%^^^^^^^# part. SDT got annul-ed. WTF. my explosives got annul-ed again. WTFFF. i ancient grudge-d his explosives. pithing needle on shackles. jitte for his spire golem. i jitte-d his jitte. sower of temptation took something. i had 2 shackles in my hand. but i forgot i got ancient grudge in the GY and failed to use the shackles. GG

round 6 i dropped.

then i went to see tingx for movie L. oh my gosh. dear is so dressed up nicely. right now as i blog this my mind is blank for superlatives to describe how nicely she is dressed tonight. can you believe that? i couldnt believe that after secondary school a girl can evolve beyond imagination. lolx dear i love you lots. sadly she didnt take any pictures of herself. so wasted. happy 42 months anniversary. muackz.

lolx and the cab fare is another issue. both happy and sad. sad cause a lil pinch on my wallet and tingx going to get scolded by her stupid mum. happy is that i first time use nets to pay cab fare. lolx.

24 of feb 2008

2008-02-24T01:02:00.002+08:00

haiz. what a night. when i was posting this it was already 0105 24th feb. that night i was practising with wenjun and my bro yam for the ptq hollywood on 24th feb. but fate has something else in store for me

flashback to 24th jan. my good friend in camp, jason, his deck doran rock has been featured on mtg.com's article as the deck to beat and that gotten him to play extended format, causing him to sell his standard cards away (ie garruk, profane command etc). at that point of time i also had an extended deck, UR tron. so we decided to play.

forward to 1 week after 24th jan. we found out that there's 2 extended ptqs coming up. one is before we fly to thailand, the other you know is after we fly to thailand. i told him hey since we have decks why waste it and lets play in the one before we fly to thailand and suffer.

forward to the first week of feb. tingx asked me what day want to take off to spend time with me before i fly off. i told her 14th which is the valentine. she said no she cant. then i told her how about 24th which is our anniversary. she said yes and in order to take that day off she did things like changing shifts with christy which includes doing multiple days of closing. dear i really appreciate it very much and i really do.

and now to the week of regrets. 17 feb. i found out that the tourney date is 24 feb! it falls on the sunday! the day when i am supposed to spend with tingx before i fly off. so now i have this painful choice where have to choose my buddy in camp? or my lovely love. haiz.is there a way to solve this? i dont know. but lets leave it to fate ba. right as of now the tentative plan is for me to play until evening and then meet her at evening until night. i hope it works or it will take some reconfiguration to work. dear i love you lots and happy 42 months anniversary. our love grows as that number do.

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2008-01-05T11:06:00.000+08:00

"i know what you want
i will give it to you
i will give you everything"
-Lin Fei, Path of Gold, Episode 19

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2008-01-01T15:02:00.000+08:00

happy new year everyone. long time no post le. now is the first day of the year 1/1/2008 i would like to make something everyone makes once in a year. a new year resolution.

but first lets look back on the year 2007. its such a boring year serving in the NS. anyone still remember the army commercial where the guy saw the ad about his life being shot into a movie. and then he went to watch it himself realizing that everyone who watched fell asleep due to the boringness. year 2007 is also damn boring serving in the NS. other than going overseas and celebrating all the different different festivals with my friends there really is nothing. the overseas part i have already covered in my previous posts.

so now lets move on to the year 2008! hohoho! i am going to sticky them on the side of my blog. i dont know whether or not but please give me views on whether is there a need for me to change my blog skin. discuss on my tagboard ok?

one of the reasons why am i not updating this blog as often as possible is that my keyboard is not responding correctly. haiz. so i think i also have to get a new computer lo. this labby cannot support the latest games anymore. haiz sob sob this labby has been with me for like 5 years plus lo. very sad i have to part with this boy here le. sobx.

ever since i failed that fateful BT with weijun and keyou i have always wanted to retake it. so why not take it this year right? our current platoon commander who give us off passes give like free like that so why not eat him up until there is bone left. so from whoever there is outside, bless me i will get my driving license this coming year!

here is the bottom line i just want to spend this year happily and peacefully with my dearie ting-xx. i dont want anymore quarrels le. oops. today is the last day of my block leave le have to book in tonight. haiz so sad hor? got to go for my last supper with ting-xx le. bye everyone and take care.

yesterday

2007-12-14T11:11:00.000+08:00

This festive season seems to be not that festive for me lo. Lots of things crept in and problem caused by people who haven’t learnt their mistakes continue to irritate me. i seriously couldn’t take it any longer. if this carries on to the new year season(i mean the Chinese new year) i am going to do something drastic.

i went to vivo yesterday on my own to try to clear my mind and get some fresh air. It’s been raining everyday since i finish 32km of road march, which is Tuesday. And so I went to vivo. Secondary objective is to scout for Christmas present for my brother. He wanted a blue jacket with the words Nippon on the back which I presumed to be from adidas. At the end of the day I couldn’t find it and I was very sad. Then i was like stumbled on what to buy for my brother for the Christmas. This festive season is going to be very hard on us and I wanted to brighten up their mood. So therefore I returned from vivo empty-handed.

on the train home I saw this bunch of Japanese students. Woah it’s like a lot of people are watching them lo. Then the train was like so full and I am forced to stand so close to them to the point that I can even smell their hair. But I saw something my friend said that I cant disagree is their teeth is really really bad. But they are probably the only students in the world who wear makeup to school isn’t it?

Then I went to yew tee for my dinner. I ordered a lot of things to eat. Its like gorging myself with food. At that time I didn’t imagine that I can finish all that food. But now I realized when one is stressed, his/her appetite grows a lot. I think I finished 1 raw fish beehoon, 2 bowls of rice, 1 chocolate bar, 1 bottle of mineral water. Then i bought 2 doughnuts and brought them home. Its unbelievable.

So at the end of the day I accomplished nothing. I hope to clear all this mess as soon as possible. This family cant take anymore blows le. i hope things goes the right way.

happy birthday to me.

2007-12-04T13:01:00.001+08:00

today is only the 4th of december and something just pissses me off. its not even my birthday yet and some people thought its my birthday already. no its not from anywhere and its someone who shouldn't forget it at all. if you dont remember then fine dont do anything. why bother? i lost my mood for today le. even though today is my off day and i am supposed to enjoy my off days peacefully relaxing or doing whatsoever.

so glad my blog is back. bet a lot of people must be wondering how come my blog is gone. i have no idea too but blogspot.com added an extra 'a' at the end of my blog address. for more information please see ting's tagboard.

luckily my posts are still there. should be happy today when i found out what's with my blog. but due to unforeseen circumstances it sucked. or maybe i should have anticipated when nobody else is at home other than me and that woman. as in NS we always say 'dont say name', now i dont want to sully my blog with that woman's name.

last but not least i think its time for me to change my blogskin liao. its time to grow out of this le. or maybe time to grow out of blogging completely. but nevertheless i still thank blogspot for giving me a place to rant, store my memories and wasting like 4 years of my life.

3 years lo

2007-08-25T14:26:00.000+08:00

3 years lo! last night had a wonderful night with her. dont ask me why is it a night not a day. cause i book out like 2145 like that lo. then i rushed to meet her and had a little bit of a dinner. hahaz although it is a simple dinner but i still enjoy it very much with her. sorry dear i will make it up to you some other day, or whenever you want it.

haiz today have to book in liao. due to some stupid AHM. army people you will know what is it when the time comes. but i think most of you all should know what is it ba. some may have even took part in it before. haiz. so sad day when i fell sick and still have to book in for the stupid activities. drink more water they say the purpose for us to book in early. yeah i think so too. drink more water is good for people like me who are having sore throat and runny nose. haiz i must take good care of myself. nobody wants to take care of me. haiz. sob dearie ting muackz me? no please i am sick keep away from me.

secret

2007-08-19T02:39:00.000+08:00

realized that a lot of people have already watched the show. its quite a nice show actually. with lots of piano performances, beautiful actresses and nice story. my dearie ting and i watched it on the national day. surprisingly there wasnt a lot of people watching it on that day.

ok so this show is about a secret so i wont spoil the show by displaying the secret here. its a nice show so everyone please support the original and go watch.

i just borrowed the latest and the last harry potter from my friend. i am going to finish it soon. i will know the ending soon. hahaz. this month august is quite busy for me as there are a lot of people having birthday. i dont have all the names so i will say happy birthday for all those august babies. dearie ting and i will also be celebrating our 3 years on this 24th! so please give us all your blessings. otherwise we'll quarrel here and there but you know that in my heart i truly love you! dear muackz

好兄弟

2007-08-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

eeeeekkkkkkkks... lunar 7th month le. cannot go out too late. every one please take care and be careful. they are everywhere. maybe they are just beside you. dont be scared when you suddenly feel cold. maybe its good to stay home and watch some drama, related drama. see any altar please pray pray a bit. if by any means you very very hungry please dont eat those foods on the table ok? dont be like me. so suay until the first night of the lunar 7th month doing guard duty and doing prowling around the camp.

z[e]r[o] t[o] h[e]r[o]

whatever it is

2007-08-06T10:51:00.000+08:00

this weekend is quite busy for me lo. just like every other weekend out there. must find something to do otherwise i will feel useless. really! ask my dearie ting she will know. hahaz.

saturday went to my buddy chong how's chalet. can say had alot of fun there ba. lost a bit of money there. damn f*cked up. then that morning when we left the chalet i found a polo tee and a what? a BLUE UNDERWEAR on my bag. haiz. no wonder i lost. whoever that person is... i just hope that the underwear is clean and my bag do not smell.

this weekend is quite a long one as we just came back from outfield evaluation last week and we are given off in lieu. this week is also holiday mood as its our nation's birthay. with the usual propaganda-ic parade we still have the day off! hahaz. the day off is like more meaningful than the birthday itself. and my friend's birthday falls on that week too. happy birthday keyou. you know who you are.

alls well so far with me and dearie ting. hope this carrys on forever. dont worry can? nothing will materialise between me and her. i really hope to make you trust me one day.

... update. sort of like a patch

2007-07-29T11:14:00.000+08:00

i just realize nobody come to this blog anymore. who cares? i still writes and i "draft" them. just see how lo. the tagboard is gone. i see how the response before i redo everything again ba. cause its like the more i write the more the troubles will come. i am just someone who yearns for a simple life.

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2007-05-26T21:36:00.001+08:00

i dont know what to say. yes i am always wrong. i never give you the attention that i give my other stuff. i am fairly treated. i understood. i understand everything and anything you say. i dont want to quarrel anymore.

if anyone sees the next time i post something on this blog they are going to strike 4d as i dont think i am going to continue posting anymore. this whole d@mn bloggy thing is killing me. even if its not something will.

***the previous post is deleted. those who saw shall not see it again and those who didnt get a chance to see then i am sorry.***

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2007-05-20T19:56:00.000+08:00

had another nice weekend with my dearie ting. the following week is going to be hard on us both. i dont think i can meet you this week on weekdays due to some events. so there goes... happy 33 months anniversary. i love you lots. i wish our understanding of one another increase with everyday that we spend together.

spent the night before playing mahjong at leona's house. leona is an ex-manager at Singapore Science Center mac and she invited me and some others to her house for cake sampling and mahjong session. among those who went are chong how, chong yee, yini and chia yam. props to chong yee for being such a pro player who won leona's money and as entertaining with his facial expressions as well.

today went to shopping with dearie ting. didnt buy anything cause dear's legs' are tired. therefore i send her home le go and shop myself. so sad a weekend is gone in a momentarily blink. see you next week dear dearie ting!

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2007-05-12T05:25:00.001+08:00

no time to update la... just came back from 2 trips of republic of china. the simple name is taiwan. come back keep having non stop quarrelling. so sianz. got time then i update lo. got lots of funny stories to tell. now the time is 0527 leh. just write a little bit first lo. tired want to sleep liao.

today went to play pool with mac friends. got me, wenjun, weijun, leisiang, james, ziwei, chongyee, john, chiayam, sullivan, kuntat, christy and yiwen. nowadays the mac closing extends to the wee hours and kuntat got taxi can take and he send me and chiayam home. thanks extends out to kuntat.

Q:which month have 28 days?

to be continued...

A:every month!

all the above jokes comes from the tight coverings of the milkteas, bubbleteas cup you see in taiwan. cold jokes indeed. brrrrrrrrrr...

story time again.

2007-05-12T05:03:00.000+08:00

once upon a time there lived a boy who just finished his PSLE and was preparing to go to an outing planned by his form teacher. the outing was a barbeque party at east coast park. boy had a hard persuading his parents that it was really safe to go to the coastal areas as at that time, a lot of people lost their life there playing by the coastline.

it was a clear and sunny morning, boy went to school to gather to go to east coast park. boy was excited. its his first time there. every person had a part to play for the barbeque. boy was responsible for the barbeque skews. boy borrowed them from his aunt. boy boarded the bus and went to east coast park.

when the bus reached there the sky turned cloudy and it started to rain as its the rainy season near the end of the year. everyone went to the shelter. boy went to the toilet to change his clothes to a dry pair. when he came out he gotten news that the party was cancelled. boy doesnt know what happened. all he knew was that he is to gather at the bus point and to take the bus back to school. boy knew something must have happened. boy was disappointed that the party was cancelled. the skews are still clean and unused.

upon the trip back to school everyone was very sad. boy knew something must have happened but he didnt know what happened. someone told boy that 2 of the students has drowned in the sea. the boys were washed away by the tidal waters into the sea. the two boys are wee heng and kok wei. they are boy's basketball buddies and boy became very sad. boy's mind were blank for the whole trip back to the school.

a week after the incident, police came to take statements about the incident. boy knew nothing about it. boy was afraid of the waters from then on... boy was hurt... boy will remember the boys forever...

in remembrance...

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2007-03-04T08:20:00.000+08:00

lots of things happened during this new year period. i shall look at them one by one. watch out for my following updates.

thursday night...1/3/07 i did my psp. very tensing as any one wrong move or step the psp is gone for good. luckily i did it successfully and i now got a version 3.03 oe-b to play with. finally got new games to play with since my lab top cant support newer games.

friday night...2/3/07 yawn read on

saturday night...3/3/07 yawn read on

sunday morning...4/3/07 i woke up at 5 and went to send her to work. then came back to sleep. the time now when i wrote this post is 0759. i went to sleep.

new year

2007-02-19T01:51:00.000+08:00

chinese new year is here! woots... not chinese. its lunar! share my first day with you all

been quarrelling with my girlfriend for what i also dont know. since the new year eve. haiz. until now also not resolved yet. i hope tomolo can resolve.

got quite some money from the hongbaos but money is still money. so spend or dont spend just up to me lo. won quite a bit from mahjong money. but my bro lost. so i give him a red packet. i told him its from me and ting and we are getting married on 29 of feb this year! hahaz

met some of my distant relatives this year. so busy last two years that didnt visit them at all. oh my how some of them has grown! secondary school really changes them. into great beauties! hahaz. one of them deserves my special mention. she really look like my secondary good friend whom i liked at one time. she looked just like her and the air around her really feels the same. but i didnt talk to her, in fact i didnt talk to anyone of them. i didnt realised i am the eldest among all of them. they were just secondary schools people. people also asked me when am i going to bring my girlfriend home. well thats going to be up to my girlfriend lo.

so tingting when are you going to come home with me?

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2007-01-27T02:03:00.000+08:00

today just book out and later have to book in le. reason why? guard duty. nevertheless i didnt allow that to dampen my mood. i still went out to play. i went to have dinner with my friends. wenjun, chong how and yini. we had quack quack rice and played dota after that. i must say nowadays some girls are more pro than us guys le. i nearly got own-ed. hahaz.

i used slayer against my friends. wen jun left so left 1 vs the others lo. haiz. in the beggining i killed them and i am too greedy and didnt went back to heal and got killed. haiz lesson to be learnt here. i thought i could turn the tide but its too late. it progressed into the late game and i lost. haiz.

overall its a fun day la. thought no more train le but yet i still got back home safely and soundly. hahaz. nitex everyone. oh yeah i still owe yini quack quack rice money and chong how dota money.

first atec evaluation

2007-01-06T03:01:00.000+08:00

pwoooooooo... book out today, and morning just had evaluation fighting commandos. actually they arent THAT powerful as compared to popular belief. poor wei jun. anyway i want to post it here so that i can remember it for as long as possible.

stupid lo. we set out on thursday morning 0630. we reach the bombsite at 0700. we started setting up the equipments then about 1000 we finish le then we had briefing. then we started doing defensive duties. its rotatational de lo. so we work 1hour and rest about 3hours before carrying out our next duty. then about 1200 we had lunch. then i went for duty again. this continue until 1600 when the weather turns cat1. for your information cat1 weather status is when there is thunder. we moved to nearby shelter until 1900. we had dinner as well.

the intel said that the so-called commandos will come at about 0130 friday. the trench that i was guarding was the first contact point if they were to take over our objective. bastard they came at about 0330!!! then i no lighter and mosquito coil to keep away the stupid mosquitoes and sandy flies. then cannot do anything lo. let them bite lo. stupid yiwen and sandy flies. bite until the hold hand is rashes. will not let them off. at first they didnt notice me at all. so stupid. then i saw them walking in front of me. so i opened fire on them. never kana them. they knew they kana contacted so they return fire. i also never kana them. then the gpmg came down. they assemble the gpmg damn slow lo. i finish one mag then they got their gpmg ready. then 3 shots of the gpmg i die liao. nvm la at least i never kana silence. i put up a little bit of resistance lo.

about 0430 friday we unpacked everything and moved back to camp. stupid ns then we have to clean the equipments and rifle. had breakfast which is packed and kept for us de lo. they say its fresh but its not that fresh de lo. haiz. thats all lo. they also say cannot talk about all this outside of camp but who cares? who will care for us when we are outfield?

rainbows

2007-01-02T15:06:00.000+08:00

feeling effing angry this morning and maybe the whole day. now going out. here are the pic i took yesterday. think i want to quarrel with you after i quarrel with that bitch? think again. am i the kind to vent my anger on you when i am angry? think somemore. here you go.

!@#!$@!$

2006-12-31T01:42:00.000+08:00

i also dont know what to name my post. so just anyhow name lo... i see other people de dont even have names lo. wonder why people do blogskins dont want to put post name de.

i post because i just added another tagboard to my blog. i dont care whether there is a tagboard. i know there isnt anymore people coming to see my blog but i still want a place for me to rant about my life.

my labtop de keyboard went back to normal le. but i had gotten used to the days without few spoilt buttons le. not much of a problem.

recently watched deathnote II the last name then suddenly a few things about life just struck me in the head.

is there someone really as clever as Light and L? is there someone really *nice* as misa amane? is life really insignificant that killing people seems like writing names into a notebook? haiz. the ending is so sad. everyone died. it shows that when there is light there will be darkness. we humans are not supposed to pass judgment on other people. even if that person is right or wrong only time will tell. it is not up to the person who possess the death note. at least that is what i think. Light you are just a serial murderer lo.

now i dont even know what am i talking about. hahaz.

update

2006-12-21T15:13:00.000+08:00

long time never update my blog le. now that my labtop is finally saying good bye to me, i think i better leave some memories of the labtop here.

the two of the most important buttons are spoilt. its just matter of time its life ends. buttons like enter, backspace, home, pgup, pgdown and end are malfunctioning. they are working as they are supposed to work as. haiz.

next thing. why am i here at home when i am supposed to be at camp.

due to soccer my legs are in this condition and i have to rely on crutches. right now i am feeling fine and i should be ok by christmas. i dont want to stay at home during the festive season.

Coker's Cruel Crutches 34.50

Gives

An extremely wicked weapon, granted by the high mages of SAF medical corps, used to punish people who looks down on handicapped and disabled people. Gives +25 strength, +60 damage and a 10% chance to Bash for 25 damage and stunning for 1.1 seconds. But it also decreases movement speed by 90.
Cannot be dropped

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2006-08-05T17:31:00.000+08:00

i dont know how many posts i have named them .....

i'm fine. really i am fine. i am really fine. dont worry everybody.

nothing happened much last week. field camp among other things. not much time to write my diary in camp. but i will continue to write.

now going back to camp and tml got SIT test. dont know what the f**k is it but just go through it lo. just read my bunkmate's blog. his situation is more shittier than mine. so i am more fortunate. whatever.

please give me your reply to that letter as soon as possible. no comments also tell me no comments. thanks and all the best to those having common tests. sorry to all the people i had bothered last week.

newsflash.

2006-06-25T16:02:00.000+08:00

first book out. have to book in later. but felt very sick. wanted to vomit but cannot vomit. feeling cold on the outside but my body is boiling.

my dear is moving house. i cant be there for her because she cant let her mother knows that i am her boyfriend.

thats all for now. my head hurts and i cant think properly. haiz. the ns is taking up too much money.

special bulletin.

2006-06-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

specifically came to tag before i went in.

i am going to ns tomolo and i am getting a strange feeling. people will either be scared or anxious or whatever but i dont know how to describe this kind of feeling. there is a song by ayumi hamasaki which is called trauma which i happen to like very much.

back to what happened these days. i played a lot of mahjong. did less and less with qiaoting my dear. saw john they all last night when they are waiting for 190 on their way to cineleisure. i was like wtf.

today went to sakura for farewell party for a couple of people including me. sent qiaoting home and went home and prepared for enlistment.

but the main thing about this post is what i felt about things when i am going in. i remembered how many times people asked me today what do i feel what do i feel. i am at a loss of words as to how to answer them. but most of them are not true though.

many thanks to all of you who came to spend this day of reckoning with me. i appreciate it very much. thanks alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot

to qiaoting my dear, this part is for you. no matter how assure i seems to you, there is always a small amount of uneasiness inside my heart which cannot be defeated. we seems to be walking into a dead end. but please prove me wrong. prove it to me the next time i see you.

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2006-05-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

yay her dear can come online again. but due to work commitments he is only able to stay online a while only.

hurt my finger yesterday. still painful, just bathed, now tired, sleep.nitez.

2006-04-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

Hi evryone, my dear is unable to come online and thus i had to help him post tis entry. It's written by him and posted by ME! :) ``ttiingg-xx

30 March 06- Will

Yesterday I send my komputer to service. It was a bad experience. It means that the computer is not working as well as b2 and that i'm going to lose the computer soon. this will be my last post before i got my computer back. take care everyone

I will now being with my will or should i say 2.5 year plan which will start right after i start NS. first of all, before i grt into NS, i must get my pc(desktop) and have spare cash. secondly is for my wife. i must convince her to quit mac and hopefully she will find another job asap. Thirdly, i must earn enough so that she wouldn't have to work so hard and neglect her sudies or fourthly and so on is all up to my dear. I told her my expectations and i hope she will achieveit by the time designated.

S.S.S is the motto i have for my dear and the designated time will be my bday. Hope everyone will give her all your guidance and don't teach her bad things.

StoryBoard #2

2006-03-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

lolx this time i am going to give you all another story plus a song recommendation. recently there is quite a lot of blind people around so i am going to write a story about them. this is also dedicated to dear. dear don't be angry with me any more. she is just another woman unlike you who is the only one. without further ado let's go.

once upon a time there lived this blind girl. she loved looking at the stars in the sky with her heart. she have never seen herself in the mirror before. but in her heart she feels that every human is kind in nature.

once she went to the town area to help her mom deliver some stocks and she took the mrt. she suddenly felt someone akin to her, someone she feels that she has known him for a very long time. she board the mrt and some kind soul gave up her seat for her. she got more and more closer to the feeling.

"have we met before?" a man suddenly asked her.

then the man started singing a song ~~~

tears were on the girl's eyes and she felt she was flying onto the heaven. although the girl couldn't see the girl wasn't scared. in fact she sat closer to the guy and lied on him.

"yes, don't leave me please? don't leave me." the girl whispered into the guy's ears.

they sat all the way to the end of the mrt line and they kissed when everyone alighted.

the song that i want to recommend is "i knew i loved you before i met you" by savage garden. the mtv is here

hope you all like it. dear please believe me. we have been together for 1 year plus le. i may like to look but i do not like them de lo. muackz!

StoryBoard #1

2006-03-22T00:58:00.000+08:00

once upon a time there's a merchant who had his goods with him on the ship from england to the US. then suddenly the ship started to sank. miraculousy the merchant and his assistant survived but all their goods went down to the bottom of the sea. the merchant started to laugh wildly. his assistant asked him why is he still laughing his ass off. the merchant told his assistant, why, is it nothing to be happy about when you are still alive? then his assistant also start to laugh his ass off.

hope you enjoy this story. please comment! 10q!

haiz :(

2006-03-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

as in the post title, haiz, HAIZ. things have been going wrong since the start of my girl's birthday.

i am broke now. i don't know how i got into this mess but seriously i am broke. haiz.

to everyone to have played pool with me before, last night is one of the saddest night of all. i don't know what has gone into me, i lost horribly and terribly to my friend. he is like the true pro like he cannot miss any balls. and i lost 7 balls so many times that i even considered never playing pool again. but if i never won him i won't feel good. then i feel very bad after losing to him so many times. evelyn if you are reading this he is 10 times better than henry.

this period of holiday is very boring. haiz. no work mac liao very boring. and only work fre, sat and sun. so i think i got to tap onto my other hobby and that is writing stories. haiz. my dear loves them.

without further ado, here is my first story to start things going.

birthday

2006-03-16T22:35:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.

woah this month is a very busy month for me. i got shit loads of activities up my @$s. i got my dear ting ting's birthday, my brother(real) and my poly's prom nite coming up. need lots of money. haiz and hahaz. i dont know whether to be happy or sad or anything else. lol

dear happy 17 birthday. sorry about the mix up of your birthday. hahaz i won't do it again. muackz muackz! ok?

it was on a rainy day that we meet, you dont have a place to go. yeah~~~
i said we just met so let's go slow but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
sorry i can't take it
why did you fake it
why did we kiss

and i'm just down
you've left me with a note without a sound
i've figured i must stop being such a child
you'll never know how much i've been around

this is one of my dear's favorite song.hope to intro this song to you people out there. down by 林俊杰

!@#$$#%%$^$%&&^%^*(&(

2006-03-05T00:05:00.000+08:00

i am thinking about changing jobs again. haiz. since i first started working at my new job, there's been a lot of controversy. therefore i made this decision. main factor will be time and money.

to my readers out there. whatever you heard from whoever, i will not be returning to mac unless circumstances forces me to do so. this means that there is a 99.99% i wouldn't be returning to mac anymore.

played billiard at my friend's farewell party. won by the black ball. haiz. no more pool table left then play billiard. my friend is going for his overseas army training. all the best to him.

.......Mac. place to be or not

2006-03-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

recently some of the old birdies(i said birdies not birds because all of them are girls) are returning to mac. why i dont know but i certainly know that they are either going to get posts or get higher pays.

first thing why i am even posting this post. my brother, whom some of you doesn't know, works at mac. he is going to be 16 this march. he is having o level this year. as for our family condition i would not want to talk about it. everytime i talk about it makes my blood boil. recently that two bitches of my family is going overboard(which i will not go into detail). my brother need money, and therefore he works for long hours at mac, and therefore his studies is going downwards. haiz.

as i am posting this post, my parents who has not come to their senses, are looking at the 4D numbers. i have told them countless times that it is not possible for them to strike and they just ignore me. i am going ns soon and i hope that i will find a way to help my bro in any way as humanly possible(not those kind i go out soliciting la. ^_^)

last but not least i want to shout out here to some people. to those that have returned, please make mac a wonderful place again. to make the place interesting again for people who have left the mac to come back again.please do help out at mac where possible. they need people for the march holidays. i know the bitch at helm now at mac is casting a look on those who came to the mac after they left. yinen if you are reading this please reflect. you know why. you are so so different from the previous RMs. thats why you are resorting to having to ask people to work for you. to my precious one, please please learn to how do the you-know-what. i need you to do it to me when i am down.ercheing up if you know what i mean. dont be angry when you see this post. fyi i am still onto your blog. but you doesn't seem to follow onto mine.

...

2006-02-26T00:32:00.000+08:00

hahaz i fixed everything to its normal view liao. hope everyone still remembers me while i am away. i am quite busy preparing my exams and working and spending time with my dearest dear ting ting.

mainly some shit went into my ass and i had to take time out of my limited time to get all that shit off. if you do not know what i meant by those shit then just take it as troublesome thingy-s happening to me that i have to resolve. yeah thats it. it is some very personal stuffs to other people but i will not go into details here in this post. just very happy that this blog has come back to its former glory!

today went to eat with dear dear and went with her to somewhere in the west to have dinner. f**k the sushi restaurants. i dont know what happened today that all the sushi restaurants are fully booked and there wasnt dinner buffet available today. we travelled to sakura in the SSC there and it was full, took a cab to lot1 trying to look for a sushi restaurant and it was totally f**ked up. overall its a happy day for us. as we tried to relive the days of our 18 months anniversary. hahaz.

long time no see!

2006-01-26T01:34:00.001+08:00

long time no update my blog liao. hope everyone still enjoying themselves this festive season.

i had shit loads of assignment the past two weeks and been having presentations, walkthrough and demos the past week. i think i totally neglected ting and so here i want to say sorry to her. dear!!! i will certainly make it up to you de ok? muackz!

so far so good. life's been good to me. the mac reunion dinner didn't go as smoothly for me and i also want to say sorry to the organizers. but the organizers i must say, did not have adequate organizing skills. therefore conflicts arise. whatever it is please bury it in the coming chinese new year and wish you all a happy chinese new year

got a new computer for my siblings le. but another problem arises and that is the sharing of the internet usage. now in my house there is only 1 cable bo which is located at my living room. so there will be times that only one of us be online. so in order to solve that conflict, something will have to be done. hahaz.

just now dear tell me things very frightening de. things like we will have lesser time for each other. i must say that this is only semi true. time is always in our hands. like if i want to make time for her then no matter how busy i am i will always have time for her. hahaz dear dont be so afraid that we will not have time for each other. i am going to graduate soon and i will therefore have lots of time with you! just a word dear, i am not going to leave you alone and i am going to care for you forever!

oops there is something wrong with my blog when i use my labby to access it. it has since been like that when i upgraded my screen to windows powertoys. if i am not wrong there should be a bug. either i change my skin again or otherwise i think the only time i can update my blog is by using my bro's com and logging in using guest account.

for ending, i just want to say that i love my dear very much and i learnt to trust her. i hope that she can one day do the same to me!

State of mind. Part II

2006-01-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..............

here to continue my last post. i must say that this two weeks there is too many things happening le. too much that it took me two posts to completely finish talking about it. hahaz.

another important time is the last day of the year. which is 31/12/2005. went to look for dear trying to get her to spend the last day of the year with me but she has to go home fast. so in the end ke you contacted me to go find him. he asked me whether got any people want to spend the last day together. so i went to see him at his (new) workplace. and shortly after weijun came. chat a while then the new year came.

then after the new year came is my common test le. first test is system security and its over today. i must admit that i think i am still in holiday mood. i dont think i did very well today. so sad. sad then come blog this post.haiz. hope that my next test will be better. thats it.

dont know why my previous post also dont have a date. very funny. and see the my post with the pic. there is a comment there from the US! very nice!

dont want to say anymore. good luck take care everyone, especially john and his wife.

State of mind. Part I

2006-01-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

haiz. this post shows how long i never post on my own blog liao. haiz. now my mood is not that good. all those who know me will know what sort of thing has happened to me. ok. enough of that now lets take the time travel machine back to two weeks back. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....................

the date now is 18/12/2005. i started work at the new environment. at some place which i wouldnt want to disclose. because once i started disclosing then a lot of people want me to bring them there. i take this as a (long)break from mac which i dont know when i am going to go back. i am so sad to leave my dear behind at mac. but where can she go to other than ssc mac? frankly speaking i dont see myself going back to work for that mac anywhere in the future. although i am going to go back see my dear frequently but not going back to work. yenni if you are visiting my blog then sorry to you.

forward a little bit to 24/12/2005. i am so happy that day. because that is a day where my dear and i spend the night together. not say night la although that night we still got go home. but is very late then go home de. that night is very meaning ful as that night is christmas eve night. we had lots of fun at orchard. there's a lot of ah neh there and everyone is pushing everyone. lots of blackness abound. haiz. dear even fell sick and i got lost while trying to buy medicine for my dear. that night was a chaotic night. dearie dearie ting ting if you reading this please tell other people that you had fun ok? muackz! cause i had lots of fun too! going out with you will always be fun!

forward to our chalet! 27,28,29/12/2005. our chalet. our mac chalet. no is the mac chalet. it's not sponsored or recognized by the management of ssc mac. haiz. just take it as we forked out our(!) own money for the chalet de ba. we had lots of fun. really lots of fun although i keep sleep and sleep and sleep. everyone who saw me sleeping should see me as really a lanzhu! hahaz. if anyone wants to beat me in being a lanzhu then just bring it. i am the most lan de zhu! even sleeping also can have fun de! hahaz. saw a lot of couples there and very loving o! we were missing people there because of a number of reasons. ah bing ge(s), factory people, and those who because of work then cannot take time off in time and unable to attend our chalet. overall i think this chalet is a success but could be improved. hahaz. dont you think that more people could be more merrier? but more people means we have to find more space for people like me to sleep le.hahaz.

oh to the most important part. but this post is getting too long out of hand le. so i shall continue in the next post ba.see you!

MacHappenings #008

2005-12-24T18:17:00.000+08:00

woo hoo!!! merry christmas!!! festive season is for everyone!!! this post is something about me. as i am posting this post, i never went to work today at mac. but instead i went to work at another place. a super market. hahaz. i so happy that i finally shook off the whatever problem i had at mac. congratulate me. i think i will never work at mac again. but i will never leave mac. not work is not equal to leave mac. i will still go there frequently to see my dear!!! i will also never leave her.
this christmas marks the second christmas that my dear and i will be having. what a sweet christmas it will be. although like we wouldn't have time for christmas dinner on the actual day, we went for dinner last night le. hahaz. so sweet. muackz dear. i love you lots!
one more thing is that i got my internet back. i signed it myself so that bitch is not going to cut it off without my permission at all. and on the way i got a pc which my brother and sister can use. not bad at all. treat it as some sort of a christmas present for them. haiz. i no money also give them something. poor dear. i only gave her love. although i am not a christian, but christmas is all about caring and sharing. so praise the Lord!
i am going to the chalet. and i hope more people will make the effort to come. even cannot stay overnight also try to come a day also good. many people are not going to be around le. and more people are going out there to work at better jobs le. but no matter what happens, we will never going to leave mac de. the new crews suck and they cannot be compared to the old crews! hahaz. see you there!

MacHappenings #007.5

2005-12-12T13:32:00.000+08:00

haiz. totally defeated by myself. haiz. i spent this week in total disarray. my lousy mind caused me to lose control of myself. haiz. but then this post is to update people out there that i am fine(sort of) again! hahaz! thanks to so many people out there who care about me,especially those who gave me reminders(punches) hahaz. other people dont dare to touch me. hahaz.

and recently my dear and i are very loving! too loving to say here liao. otherwise blogspot will say this content is not meant for those under 18 or whoever. or maybe if i say here it will spate off another blogger wave saying whether is it right for people to takl about things like that. hahaz. if rascist blogger too jialat liao then i shouldn't post this on the blog. hahaz. so whatever it is we are very very happy with where we are now! hahaz. dont know leh. just very very happy lo! thank you deaR! yeah and although i maybe suffering this few weeks but be sure that i will be back to where i am.

dont know why the last macHappenings dont have a date. but thanks to li*234 for commenting! hahaz. your prize is on the way!

!@$#%@@#!@$#%@ again

2005-12-03T00:50:00.000+08:00

quarrel with that bitch again. not the first time, not the second time but a lot of time liao. dont feel like talking to her ever again. f**ked up bit*h. not fit to be a mother. thats all and thats it. dont ask me what happened. it is the same old story to those who know me.

i am going to hell soon. people who know me should know why. if you dont know then i tell you why. that bit*h cut off my internet connection. so i have to come school to update my blog or check my mail. so very sorry about the slow reply about the mail. nitez. good luck to all of you. even my neighbour is more reasonable than that bit*h.

MacHappenings #007

2005-12-03T00:46:00.000+08:00

this post is about the upcoming chalet. i am not going. dont ask me why. and hope those who are going please enjoy yourselves. as for me something just happened and i am glad it passed. about the dansy thing. thats all i have to say about it.

sorry for the update. since i have something to say about other things. for your information, the recent promotion stuff have span off a lot of controversy. that's that. i dont knwow what's going to happen after that. hope everything turns out fine. to those affected i suggested they just sit down and talk lo.

?!@##@$@%^$#$^

2005-11-12T10:10:00.000+08:00

erm i shall not continue on the dream in the last post... the dream which matters to that someone else i have already told that person... so there is no other person who should know about it... so now i continue to my agenda of this post... so basically this is an update of what has happened this week.

ok so let me jump start on the situation. the situation is that we have been quite rocky. i did a lot of things to make her suffer, sad and cry. but... i know you dont like me to say but because it makes me sound like i am giving excuses... yeah i know you dont like it... there is just too many problems with me that lead to all the things that happened. i would often find excuses, hide things from you and in the past i would also say something false to you... now i wouldn't say anything false to you le but the hiding of things from you i would sometimes do... now i know i shouldnt... because i know that instead of hiding from you and letting you discover yourself, i would rather tell you myself and spare us the pain or whatsoever shit.

we nearly broke up... but she gave me chances and chances again. but i didnt put in enough effort. so i think i will put in more effort! so for her friends that read this post, please feel free to give me some punishment so that i know. to ting i will really really really put in effort! dear i really really love you... this time we will surely go to the end of time! so many times when this happens i will sort of learn something new or people say things that will change my life...

i think i got this habit to write things before i go to work... so this post is again written before i went to work... somehow for me that after a sleep a lot of things is thought through. resolutions like this are made. and i hope for the best! and all the best for me and ting.

a bad dream

2005-11-06T11:11:00.000+08:00

ok... so before i even start i need to address something...

disclaimer - to azeanni who have the chance to read this fateful post, please help me to keep this personal, personal to those who read this post. to tingting please take this seriously and not another of those "dreams". to everyone else if you cant understand then please dont go around asking people what happened.

ok... so i now i start. for this week my school has already reopened. for mi i think that this is one of the most sucky week of life i ever lived. for the first day of school i had 5 hours of break between the first lesson and the last lesson. the second day is a public hoilday which i was scheduled for almost 8 hours of work.the third day is a school day followed by another public holiday of almost 8 hours of work(!)then came friday. i had only 1 lesson to go to. then at evening i went to look for tingting.

oh i forgot to tell people that 4 of us has been chosen for the whatever thingy. the CLDP. if you cant understand then please dont ask me. go and check it out for yourself. yeah and for this week i have been living a rotting life. because everytime i made an effort to meet up with tingting, she would be doing training with her manager-in-charge. even without the training we have very little time with each another le. now with this training we are going to have alot lesser time with each another le.

oh i forgot to tell people that who are those chosen ones. i heard from a lot of different things from different people. those people i think is me, tingting, shufen and haryati. ok so for the weekends i realized that the management has scheduled me until 2100 for both days. this has made things difficult for me as i cant practise my guitar and spend time with tingting. ok and this morning before i created this postm, i had a bad dream, a nightmare i dont want to live it through. but i have a feeling that the things in my dreams are going to happen soon.

sorry if my post is long as i very long never post le. this post is equal to one week worth of post. or at least part 1. so i am going to continue my post part 2 later tonight, because i am going to go to work liao. thanks for reading this post. and to yini for reminding me to update my blog.

last but not least if i were to choose between CLDP, school, guitar practise, mac work and spending time with you, you should know what am i going to choose. i dont blame you for what has happened to us. but then i hope we can enjoy ourselves in the times to come. i love you lots. we got to be strong.ok?

i don't want to be CL

my situation...

2005-10-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

my thoughts -_- pains
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maybe now and then i will be down
someday i will be back
sometime i will only make you sad
but i promise, i'll be there, always...

i don't know what to do
some one please tell me?
the kind of things that people do to hurt themselves?

there's someone out there
that needs your love
whatever has happen
there's something you can do

now please dont give up
and give yourself hope
remember you can do it too

maybe it will be a time of pain
but i am gonna be alright
sometime i let you worry about me
but i promise, i'll be good, i'll be good

i dont know what to do
my wounds would really hurts
the kind of things that people do to heal themselves?
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just what i feel these days, when the pay came out. i wrote it in a song form. please dont laugh at my ignorance and stupidity. if you want to laugh please do it behind my back. i got owned like a n00b in mtg, suck at work, and when my family doesn't look like a family. thanks a lot.............................................................................................

MacHappenings #006

2005-10-13T14:27:00.000+08:00

hahaz... reached the 6 episode liao... today we are going to talk about one of the most disturbing topics in this mac... some people think this mac is fun, some people think this mac is horrible and other people think this mac is hell-like...

recently there has been a whole lot of people who have shown signs of leaving this mac... many of you all have taken resignation forms, filled it and signed it already... i won't want to list down names but all of you lots who visit my blog you should know... all of you all have a whole lot of reasons... dont mind want to come my blog and comment??? dont worry... blogspot blogs are very very good... a whole better than the friendster blogs... can blog annoynmously... so if you dont want to leave your name is fine...

[plays survivor theme song... the tribal council music...] the tribal has spoken... last week we have one more who is voted out of the mac... hahaz... not voted out... is taken an unassigned duration of long break... now what's left of the senior male crew are me, keyou and leisiang only... i reckon the mac is going to over work us more and more... some how the mac has still not catch this sign yet and try to hire more people... haiz... i think they are still hoping that after the school exams they will come back and work for them... so far i have only seen isnarti being trained for crew leader duties... so congratulations here for her... hahaz...

[game of the week!!!]
i was playing dota on the battlenet and there was this lich king who hid behind his tower... then i went and bs him... i got 2 mithril hammer liao (+60!) and on my strafe... then the funny part...his creep block his way back and he died... hahaz

exams...

2005-10-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

my dear ting ting is having exams this week onwards... but then i realized that everyone is having it too... i reckon i will not be seeing her for quite some time... sobsob... but i know that she will do really well... to everyone and my dear ting ting who is having exams, gambatte!!! all the best to your exams and pass them with flying colors. especially to evelyn, christy who are having their o'levels... dont throw SSC's face! hahaz... joking...

FAT

2005-09-30T03:21:00.000+08:00

recently i found out that i am growing fatter and fatter... my belly is coming out!!! i am doing my best to slim down... friends who see this post die die must help me by restricting me not to eat so much!!! thanks!!!

nice song...

2005-09-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

savage garden -_- Crash and Burn
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When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump i'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump i'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

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very nice song... somehow by dont know how the window media player anyhow shuffle then played this song by savage garden... i listened le then go tears flowing down my face... hahaz... got time go and find this song guys... worth listening, especially those who think they dont have someone they really call true friends... even the lyrics mean a lot... go go the darren hayes, lead singer of savage garden!!!

working at kid's science fest and gene fest 2005

2005-09-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

hahaz... i took two weeks off just to go to science center and work as exhibitio assistant... better paid than to work at mac... saw xiao qin on my way to work on the first day... so afraid then never told her where i was going... hope she forgive me... then today is the last day le... miss everyone there and hope we keep in contact... for the past few days i have living this kind of lifestyle -> work, bath, eat, sleep, work, bath, eat, sleep... and continue for about 7 days... never blog, surf or msn... super tired... sorry to the person who wanted me to change something on my blog... i will change it now and hopefully it will appease your anger... hahaz... no anger ok??? sorry to cause you to miss your last 188... change that post le wor!!!

sickening mac

2005-08-28T22:04:00.000+08:00

mac is getting more sian and more sian liao... time is passing so f**king slow... i just cant wait to get out of there... somemore with that bloody black bitch there at the counter i dont even wanna do counter anymore... had dinner with my sis and thought it was a simple course of dinner but it turns out to be something else... very sad so went home alone... alone then sad... sad then very fast went home... home le then bath... bath le then come and blog le lo... sad day...

great day

2005-08-17T01:23:00.000+08:00

just now someone asked me about the last 188 bus to cck... i was very shocked when i knew about who that person was... i think it has been a long time since we both contacted each other. but the shocking thing is that that person sms-ed me before i took the action. i felt very very happy today... i know that i should taken the initiative to contact her first... it is my misconception about what has happened cannot be resolved, but it can be... nothing is impossible in this world... what i can say from what she has done is that she has courage and boldness that i do not have... i believe we can forget what has happen and continue with our lives... thats all... i dont want to say too much about it anymore... those of you who know what happened, just keep it to yourself can le... if those of you who are reading these have no idea what happened to who whatsoever, please do not probe... probe at your own risk!!!

today...

2005-08-16T00:52:00.000+08:00

the day after tommorrow is my viva le... spent today preparing my slides so didnt sleep at all at office.. tired... today i went to mac for what i also dont know... can i say that it is a lecture or a lesson?? talk about other stuff and about myself?? the other dark side of myself... thanks everyone... thanks for all the advice... i dont know whether i can do it or not, but then i will try my best... if i sounded like i shouted at you then sorry ok? if i were given the choice i would not want to face my past again... to you who i have not been talking to for like a long time liao and you by any chance is reading this post right, you know who you are, please know that i know you want to talk to me and i want you to know that i also want to talk to you too... to ky after wed i would have time to do your blog le... sorry... to my classmates and anyone doing final year projects, all the best for your VIVA!!!

MacHappenings #005

2005-07-23T01:34:00.000+08:00

discovered some undisclosable facts about the hottest girl topic in mac... told you it cannot be disclosed right??? dont ask me about it le.. i will not say anything...

teenage attitude

2005-07-23T01:13:00.000+08:00

how does a happy cooperative 12-year-old boy or girl suddenly turn into a sullen, depressed 13-year-old? there are two powerful forces that overtake our kids in the early pubescent years, and account for some of the strange behaviours that drives parents crazy. the first is social in nature, with incredible pressures being inflicted on adolescents by the peer group. but the second, which i think is more importnat, is hormonal by nature. we can see the effect on the physical body, of course. but something equally dynamic is occurring in the brain. human chemistry apparently goes haywire for a few years, affecting mind as well as the body, this internal upheaval wil motivate a boy or girl to do things that make absloutely no sense to the adults watching anxiously on the sidelines. there is a tendency for parents to despair during this period of transition. everything they have tried to teach their sons and daughters seems to have misfired for a couple of years. self-disciplined, cleanliness, respect for authority, the work ethic, even common courtesy may look like lost causes. but there is good news. better days are coming.i promise. that is why, perhaps, the very best advice i can offer at this time is: dont look too quickly for the person your child will become

MacHappenings #004

2005-07-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

hahazzz sully van nistelrooy and shufen of whats-her-surname has been together for a few days liao... but then the news came today through our group mate weijun... as not expected, we lost the bet... well hope those who visit my blog will get to know of this good news... remember this is a happy event... not a sad event or something... we should be happy for them and lets hope that they will find eternal happiness and everlasting love... good luck and may God bless them...

... WTF?closing?

2005-06-22T03:07:00.001+08:00

did closing today and did not went home with my dear... got scolded by her for not believing her... what a sianz day. vowed never to do closing again. even if it is for emergency reasons. even i am not going home with my dear. even if i am not meeting my dear for that day.

...parents?

2005-06-19T03:15:00.000+08:00

we went to west mall to shop. about 8 o'clock we met her father and her brother... then after that we went home. she was scared but then after the thing is over she called me at night. everything is ok.

... thoughts?

2005-06-12T01:12:00.000+08:00

thought, sighed and cried. i would not do it again... i have my love, i love her. very much.

2005-06-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

put your left hand in put your left hand out put your left hand in and you shake it all about you do the hokey-pokey and you turn yourself around that's what it's all about

as we walk to the left and we walk to the right as we walk as we walk as we walk all night with a heel and a toe and a half turn round with a heel and a toe and a new friend found

hahazzz

today

2005-06-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

normally when i blogged it is something that makes me feels bad, down or out. no difference this time round. today didn't went to work but instead took good friend keyou's deck and went to play in a tournament at yishun. no time to fix deck therefore took his deck. first match kana my friend... knew i was going to lose... then i lost. second match kana wen jun... wen jun knew he was going to win... he won... third fourth and fifth you know the rest... as you can see keyou is not as good as wen jun and me... sorry to say that... then after that won the consolation prize... 2 booster packs... crappy stuff inside... then somebody saw my pink protectors i was using... asked me where i got them... i told them is at the cckjj... then he asked me where i stayed... after i told him i stayed at cck then he told me he also lived in cck... we exchanged contacts and he told me that we are going to unite all the magic players in the cck region... he also told me that we are going to take over the jj from those kids playing yu gi oh (sorry chia yam) hahaz isnt that great? after that we went to have dinner at ang mo kip... i had chicken rice... wen jun had it too... after that we went to orchard road and see books... i went to see CDs... then we went to far east plaza(it wasnt that far :)hahaz, just a joke)... and saw a watch that i liked... then bought it... on the way home we had bus-sick... both of us had it and we felt giddy...went to have a drink and some chicken wings at the central coffee shop near qiaoting's home... after that finally went home and rested... and blogged... what a a$s day!

ok liao

2005-05-19T01:48:00.000+08:00

got back together liao... but then when her results came back it isnt the best of all but then she didnt fail anything... she is very disappointed with her results... then cheered her up... this monday is lili's birthday... although it is over liao but then i used the time to catch up with them... then found out that evelyn's henry and geraldine's birthdays are around the corner. we seldom see geraldine so we talked about her. haiz. still the same old same old. bla bla

i m tired. my head is exploding. i m tired of our quarrelings.

2005-05-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

i m goin to fall sick. i dun want to quarrel with u to agitate myself more.u cannot afford to lose me? u said in ur sms clearly asking den why are we still getting on for.. i m so sad to hear this kind of question.. i am a person who dont like to quarrel. but i even more dont like to lose relationship because of this kind of thing.i regret losing relationships in the past and i will cherish my relationships from now on le... haiz... and sobzz

100 % love

2005-05-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

what takes your breath away? a kiss. what takes your stress away? care. what takes your suffering away? love. what takes your pain away? concern. i just thought of these when i got nothing to do on the bus. i was told that our love has reached the limit of our capacity and we have to wait until we progress to the next stage. the next stage is letting our parents know about our relationship. hope that all goes smoothly for us.

Nothing but you

2005-05-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

today nothing big happened and therefore i will talk on something else... myself!!! i am a boy. an ugli boi. i am a human. that is why i have a lot of love. i love my wife. i love my life. i got a lot of hobbies. most of them are lame. my favorite hobbi is to think. this is not a good hobbi. many times when i think i get into trouble. i dont want to think. i cannot help it. i like the word "tinker". it sounds like the word "thinker". except it looks cooler. my favorite color is pink. my liking for this color is due to a girl in school who brought out the beauty of the color. i try to sound as simple as possible because i dont like to think about what i am going to type. therefore the sentences are this short and no big words are used. i prefer simple than simplicity. short and sweet. in my opinion pink is a very pleasant color. pink is linked to the animal pig. pigs does not think. pigs enjoy their life. thats why i like them a lot. i like to eat anything but bitter and tasteless food. human shall not eat them. they are not healthy to our life. if we eat them our life could not be that good. basically i eat noodles. lots of noodles. meepok, guotiao, fried kway tiao, beehoon, anything go. i have a wife. she is very sweet to me. i love her lots. i want to spend my whole life with her. she says she is fat most of the time but then to me she is just plump. that is all about myself. what i like to eat, hobbi and color. when i feel like adding then i will add them. for those people reading this right now, i would like to be your friend and please leave your email on my tag. tank u!

mother's day

2005-05-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

today is mother's day. went to pick dear up. went back to mac to play cards. everyone else went home for mother's day celebrations. no one left. dad and bro is not at home. mum is eating heated leftovers from the morning. i ate instant noodles. pathetic. whatever. happy mother's day to every mother out there.

sick...

2005-05-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

watch too much "desperate housewives" and feeling not well these days... my blog posts are getting shorter and shorter... i trust you and try very hard not to think... hope i am getting support from everyone else... learnt a phrase from the "desperate housewives"--> i am a jealous and possessive man"--> one of the husband says when he found out his wife is having an affair with their gardener and yet he still carry on with their relationship pretending he doesnt know it... i today went to mac with a glum face because i am thinking too much and i wasnt feeling too well the above is written by a person who is having a headache now so you all can choose to believe him or not...

whatever

2005-05-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

i am a loser... i know nothing but making people suffer and eventually pain... nothing else... if you are one of those that i have hurt, please dont comment... i have got no face to see you anymore.

dinner time

2005-05-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

just had my dinner with my mum and i dont like it... started it quickly and ended it quickly... don't want to see her face... finished a major of my assignment and was very happy... heard that my dear is having problem with her studies... hope she can make it through... gambatte... lots of conversations going on with my parents these days. the kind of interrogation you see on tv. question were thrown at me. the same kind of questions you see when one is in debt... questions like "when are you going to repay them?", "when are you going to get your pay?" sick of this and the more they press me the more i am going to retaliate... i will not let anyone look down on me anymore....................................................................... ..................................................................................................................... ..................................................................................................................... .....................................................................................................................

something...

2005-05-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

i just cut it short... because i dont want to talk about it any further.. i have talked about it many times le... in short just about the same old thing.. it is labour day holiday and i have been working at mac and so tired coming home after meeting my dear... then upon reaching home nagged by them... so angry and that's it..

8th month anniversary!!!

2005-04-24T01:50:00.000+08:00

hi everyone!!! this is the 8th month anniversary o!!! gonna celebrate it with my dearest dear!!! today she came to mac and waited for me and i was very touched!!! not the touch as she touch touch me but in the form of me feeling very touched!!! although i was extended she still stayed there and waited for me... very sweet and i want to tell her that i appreciate it very much!!! i feel very loved and this feeling is very nice!!! muackz to her and was very happy today!!! want to be like this for ever!!! went home bath sleep then wake up to blog... tired sia but then still happy... chatted with dear a while but then found out that her mood isnt that good... hmm maybe i shouldn't think too much??? give me comments... ok?thanks

... dont know what the f*uk

2005-04-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

today returned from work and the first thing i reached home my mum started to nagged at me liao... sucks... i dont like it and she sucks to the core... keep asking me to pay the bill pay the bill... ask her to help me a little bit then she say a buttload of bullshit... she doesnt know that this two is the basic commodity that anyone should have... a few days ago she topped up my ez link card for me... then she still asked me to return her the money!!! a few days ago she just went to lot 1 and bought me a lot of clothes that i think was un-necessary... then she still asked me to return her the money!!! what the hell is going on in this world?a mother buy clothes and gives her child money for transport and still wants her child to give her back the money??? this family sucks and this day sucks TOO!!! came back from work so tired and yet she just nag and nag away... if not for i struggled i wont be here writing about this sucky day and doing my work... i was struggling so hard and slogging my guts out working at mac and my attachment site yet she was there nagging... go and die la, everyone who look down on me... i will prove to everyone that i will make it back de!!! ccb......................................................... and sorry to my brother who i am very sorry to cause his inability to use the phone... very sorry... today sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!! so angry and f*uk up!

monday again... sighzzz

2005-04-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

today is the second monday that i never fetched my dear again... sob sob... wanted to fetch her de... by the way... countdown is 134 days left until i finishes my attachment!!! yay dear!!! support me ok??? muackz... jiayou o!!! heard that my dear is drenched in the rain today... take good care of yourself otherwise you are going to be sick again today i was very very tired... still suffering from the fatigue of the chalet... had lots of fun during the chalet, although kena cheated... my mahjong money... haizzz.. then this morning very tired... slept a lot of times during the attachment... think the supervisor will not notice de right??? cause i still do my work ma... today we received our computers... although not that good but then that pc is going to stay with me until the end of my attachment... my partner's pc came quite early in the morning while mine came very late in the afternoon.. his pc suck like hell and runs at a speed of 480 mhz leh... hahaz... but then at least it is properly configured... mine is better at 890 mhz... but then it is not properly configured and so i got nothing to do for the whole day... even he got something to do to burn his time away while i got nothing to do for the whole... so i sleep and wake up, sleep and wake up... sick and boring attachment life... miss you lots lots muackz!!! i want to live the life that i used to live... with my loved ones and my dearrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nice!!!

2005-04-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

today learnt something new today... learn how to build enterprise applications... hahaz... very fun leh... then got friend to help ma... so basically is pair work lo... then while he doing i read FHM magazine... erm erm you know what la... hahaz today after work met my dear... then she very chio!!! or should i say sexy??? wearing outside clothes de her very nice!!! love her lots!!! i missed her very much... wish to see her everyday, although i know that is quite impossible... but then i just hope lo... muackz... miss her and everyone at mac...

rOtttttttttttttttttt

2005-04-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

just rotted... rotting and rotting away... nothing to do for the whole day

second day...

2005-04-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

second day of internship! sad day too. missed my dear so so much. today supervisor treated us to chinese cuisine. i just ordered century egg porridge...even shark fin also no appetite.haiz.after that i listened to discman a while. then started reall work liao lo.dont worry dear. even though here got beautiful girlsbut then they are too old for me le! they laugh at me being 18.very young. haiz... this intership is killing me! very cold in the office... aircon is freezing me.someone help me please?? how i wish my dear is with me... sobsobzzz T_T* just now i went to visit my dear... it was an evening with thunderstorm. i almost got struck by the lightning. i can see the lightning very clearly.very scared... wanted to see my dear very badly and almost got seen by her parents. they called out to me... but then i dont want to let my dear worry... then i went down to find a phone.. very pathetic as i couldnt find one but got very nice people lend mi a phone to call you... after i return them the phone i heard that they are going to pray... seems like kind-hearted christians... God bless them... i also want to pray that God stop this thunderstorm or else my dear will be scared... hope to see my dear soon!!! muackz love my dear lots lots...

internship programme

2005-04-11T20:31:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of my internship programme. it sucked totally. my hp kana suspended because of the bills and i can't contact my dear qiao ting ...! i really missed you a lot and i only have your photo with me now...very sad!!! somemore no internet connection. simply cut off from the world... God save ME!!! i am now very stressed and i dont know what to do... so sadddddd... days without you are killing me...!

he who don't want this relaionship to be broken...♥

2005-04-04T17:53:00.000+08:00

dearrrrrr you are not a stranger to me ever the first time we went out together as a couple... sorry if i hurt you by saying you are a stranger to me... it is just something that i said in a fit of anger... i dont want to make such a stupid mistake again and causing so much pain to both you and me... i know this is a mistake on my part and i want to say sorry to you... stop saying stranger le ok??? hope that tomolo will be a better day as i am going to see my dear again!!!tomolo i am going to put on my 120 % of concentration so as to not do anymore stupid things that will compromise our relationship... dear if you are reading this then you should know that i treasure our relationship very much... i will not anyhow break it unless... i also dont know... hahaz... dear i love you lots and dont mean to hurt you... i regret it very much... sorry